Suck it up and life goes on

Haha that is what my friend told me after she shared her problems to me. Another quote i love is 'If you are going through hell, keep going'. I just got my promos result and thankfully I manage to promote. Gosh JC life really sucks. If you think that o level is hell, you will be going through hell everyday when ya in JC. Today im going delicate this blog post to Marcus, a really good friend of mine. He's been with me when I was going through tough times with my ex and it's been 3 years since we were best buddies. He never fails to make me laugh. No matter how busy we are, we would catch a movie, meet for lunch and during promos we studied together. Well... he is sort of smarter than me. Im relunctant to say that but yeah.:)We spent christmas eve together, he's the first guy that sang to me and probably the first guy i bought clothes for. He knows my favourite chocolate brand and would buy it for me. Awww.Okay way with all the sweet nothingness. He is the first guy that stood me up and not once but for three times. The first guy that my mum sort of really knows. Okay you have no idea how awkward it is to see your good friend talks to your your mum on facebook. Today he did sth really nice that move me to tears. If you haven heard of Project Work, a A level subject, well it is a bitch. Well this wed is the official submission for WR, yet my team haven finish doing it and worst madam haven even seen it once. I was pretty stress last night mostly because of how irresponsible my group members are. I ranted to him and when he replied saying he can help and is even willing to help me do parts of it. But i was pissed so i was rude then. I didnt even bother to reply there after. He was very patient with me. In the morning he still texted me with smileys and even offered to allow me to use his WR as reference. When i read it, I wanna rush up to him to hug him tightly. Nobody would want other group members to see their WR especially when this concerns A level grades. THANKYOU SO MUCH. Really.

White clouds pink sky

Today wasn't that bad. At least not as bad as I thought it would be. Thought of starting blogging again cuz things ain't going rainbows and butterflies as it used to be. Well... Of course the main things that are popping my pink bubbles are annoying ppl and him. I know right why do our world are often shaken by annoying ppl. Or in my case immature and retarded guy. Like seriously grow up. I feel like I'm an elder sister whenever I need to talk to him in school. The shit is he gets angry by small things very easily. For example he wants ur phone n u refuse to give him, he will prevent to be angry and not talk to you. Like what the hell dude it's not cute at all. So I have to be like don't be angry *smiles*. Gosh I don't pay to go school to pacify little boys. The class went sentosa the day before n he being bloody mindless and low eq grab my waist by the back n dunk me in the sea... He grabbed others too. I felt totally violated, not to mention he is 1.8 m and freaking huge. Also, he acts like baby in the water and hug my legs. I had to ask him to let go a few times. Freaking perv n the thing is he doesn't feel that it's wrong. Then when he saw my friend undies by accident he announced it's colour and the reason is that he wants her to be more careful. Oh god, tell me ya actually have a brain or it's not filled with water only. I swear none of the guys touched me before especially my waist. I'm not fat... Rather slim I would say but that doesn't means u can get ur hands all over me. Some of my friend were uncomfortable too so I merely sent him a text saying don't do inappropriate actions I the future. Guess what, that dude got angry with me n the clique. What the hell? secondly, it's been two years yet I haven really forget him... Is first love really that hard to forget? They say that Singapore is really small but why haven I gotten the chance to meet him? There is a quote saying " To forget is to think of it". How does that actually works? Omg it's so annoying that he still pop up in my head time to time cuz I bet he doesn't even remember me. Hate that dumb birdy tok. #cantwait for Shinee concert 2012 in Singapore;) and the innocent man drama to be all out. Gotta shower and rest cuz I'm beat from ac games. Nights xoxo.