Bintan

Pw finally ended!!!! It's time to parttttyyyyy* Went Bintan last week and it's a really beautiful place. #sand#bluesky#claerwater#life

And I got to see new born sea turtles! How lucky! If were to go there a day later, I wouldnt get the opportunity to see this wonderful scene. The ad thing is that usually few get to survive to adult hood.

Spotted:)

Spotted 2

Gonna rain soon~

There are lots of things to play there. Wakeboarding, flying fox, air rifle, archery, jetsking, horse riding, elephant riding, ATV, paimtball and BLAH BLAH BLAH. However, they are expensive entertainment. >< It is really nice to get away from the busy lifestyle and relax amist the great creations of mother nature. During the holiday, I figured out some stuff. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY HAD HELLA FULL OF AWESOMENESS.

Suck it up and life goes on

Haha that is what my friend told me after she shared her problems to me. Another quote i love is 'If you are going through hell, keep going'. I just got my promos result and thankfully I manage to promote. Gosh JC life really sucks. If you think that o level is hell, you will be going through hell everyday when ya in JC. Today im going delicate this blog post to Marcus, a really good friend of mine. He's been with me when I was going through tough times with my ex and it's been 3 years since we were best buddies. He never fails to make me laugh. No matter how busy we are, we would catch a movie, meet for lunch and during promos we studied together. Well... he is sort of smarter than me. Im relunctant to say that but yeah.:)We spent christmas eve together, he's the first guy that sang to me and probably the first guy i bought clothes for. He knows my favourite chocolate brand and would buy it for me. Awww.Okay way with all the sweet nothingness. He is the first guy that stood me up and not once but for three times. The first guy that my mum sort of really knows. Okay you have no idea how awkward it is to see your good friend talks to your your mum on facebook. Today he did sth really nice that move me to tears. If you haven heard of Project Work, a A level subject, well it is a bitch. Well this wed is the official submission for WR, yet my team haven finish doing it and worst madam haven even seen it once. I was pretty stress last night mostly because of how irresponsible my group members are. I ranted to him and when he replied saying he can help and is even willing to help me do parts of it. But i was pissed so i was rude then. I didnt even bother to reply there after. He was very patient with me. In the morning he still texted me with smileys and even offered to allow me to use his WR as reference. When i read it, I wanna rush up to him to hug him tightly. Nobody would want other group members to see their WR especially when this concerns A level grades. THANKYOU SO MUCH. Really.

White clouds pink sky

Today wasn't that bad. At least not as bad as I thought it would be. Thought of starting blogging again cuz things ain't going rainbows and butterflies as it used to be. Well... Of course the main things that are popping my pink bubbles are annoying ppl and him. I know right why do our world are often shaken by annoying ppl. Or in my case immature and retarded guy. Like seriously grow up. I feel like I'm an elder sister whenever I need to talk to him in school. The shit is he gets angry by small things very easily. For example he wants ur phone n u refuse to give him, he will prevent to be angry and not talk to you. Like what the hell dude it's not cute at all. So I have to be like don't be angry *smiles*. Gosh I don't pay to go school to pacify little boys. The class went sentosa the day before n he being bloody mindless and low eq grab my waist by the back n dunk me in the sea... He grabbed others too. I felt totally violated, not to mention he is 1.8 m and freaking huge. Also, he acts like baby in the water and hug my legs. I had to ask him to let go a few times. Freaking perv n the thing is he doesn't feel that it's wrong. Then when he saw my friend undies by accident he announced it's colour and the reason is that he wants her to be more careful. Oh god, tell me ya actually have a brain or it's not filled with water only. I swear none of the guys touched me before especially my waist. I'm not fat... Rather slim I would say but that doesn't means u can get ur hands all over me. Some of my friend were uncomfortable too so I merely sent him a text saying don't do inappropriate actions I the future. Guess what, that dude got angry with me n the clique. What the hell? secondly, it's been two years yet I haven really forget him... Is first love really that hard to forget? They say that Singapore is really small but why haven I gotten the chance to meet him? There is a quote saying " To forget is to think of it". How does that actually works? Omg it's so annoying that he still pop up in my head time to time cuz I bet he doesn't even remember me. Hate that dumb birdy tok. #cantwait for Shinee concert 2012 in Singapore;) and the innocent man drama to be all out. Gotta shower and rest cuz I'm beat from ac games. Nights xoxo.

Things pls dont change

I was like half asleep through out the lectures today. Totally shag!
Things you do when you're sleepy:
1. Blink for a long time/ pretend to bend down to pick up sth or look into bag to take a few mins of sleep.
2. Spam sweets and try to copy notes to keep yourself awake.
3. Just sleep.:)

I think every girl has or at least want a guy best friend. Like seriously guy especially gay makes really good friends. Having a girl best friend though necessary but having a guy best friend is equally important. It's not the same when you talk to a guy about some things compare to girls. But i have to say many things girls make a better listener. I have this really good guy friend where i can talk to him about anything and we talk about almost everything. We insults each other at times but that's how we communicate. Haha i once saw a quote that says: Women communicate by complimenting each other but they dont mean what they say. Man communicate by insulting each other but they dont mean what they say either. Or you can say our case is like FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run - beep - run!”. Sometimes Im afraid things will change. What if one of us fall in love with the other. Things will be complicated and our friendship will nv be the same. That's what happens to all couples who broke up isnt it? They started out as best friends then it turn into sth more then that but things fall out and then they are not talking to each other anymore. Why? Have they forgotten how things were like when they are best friends? Friendly insults. Late night talks. You can nv find a couple staying as friends after they broke up. If they do, I heard that it's because they still like each other or they nv did. Hope things stays the same.I dont want this friendship to change... I like him.

Valentine's Day

Valentine's Day. For some it's call tuesday. For me it's that day.

This valentine's is without your wishes, without morning surprises, without your bravery, without shyness, without your foolishness, without drama, without meaning, without you...

Memories are always special.
Sometimes We laugh by remembering the days we cried.
And we cry by remembering the days we laughed.
That's life... Maybe at apoint time you regret letting go, regret losing it all. Dont, because at that very time it's what you wanted most. Through heartbreaks we learn. To the past always forgiveness. To the present faith. To yourself chances.

We are complicated they say. We want his jealousy yet we dont want too much of it. We want reactions but not over reactions. We want him to romantic yet at the same time not too romantic. We want honesty yet we expect him to know when to tell white lies. We want him to be frank but never too frank. We expect them to ask even though our answer is no. We think too much but we cant help it.

No matter what happens believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together ♥